Tuesday, February 28, 2012

I've Already Decided

Good morning and happy Tuesday to all of you! This is Michele with you this morning, excited to have the opportunity to share with you what God has placed upon my heart regarding 1 Samuel 26. Again, David has the opportunity to kill Saul but doesn't follow through. Read it through and focus on David's response to this opportunity.

I can just imagine how David must have felt. Saul has been hunting him down for some time now without success. David is now given a second opportunity to end this whole nightmare but he chooses not to. What? Why? God, you handed him over to David. Was David being disobedient to you? Or....had he already made a decision to not kill Saul? Maybe this was a test from you to see how David would respond when he was asked to make a moral decision? Again. Was David honoring Saul or was he ultimately honoring you, Lord?

"God has surely handed your enemy over to you this time!" Abishai whispered to David. "Let me pin him to the ground with one thrust of the spear; I won't need to strike twice."

"No!" David said. "Don't kill him. For who can remain innocent after attacking the Lord's anointed one?" (v. 8-9)

Even under the pressure from Abishai, David doesn't seem to cave. He has already made the decision not to kill Saul and I don't believe it had anything to do with Saul himself. It was all about David's decision to honor you, Lord. Even when it would have been so easy to do what was wrong, David stood on his desire to please and honor you. What a great example of godliness he was to Abishai.

I've taught my son to make important moral decisions before he has to stand up against the pressure to make a bad choice. We are much stronger in situations of moral dilemma when we already know what our response will be. How about decisions regarding how you will conduct yourself at work (stealing anything from a paper clip to taking extra time during a break), at home (faithful to your spouse and upstanding as a parent), at school (will you follow the crowd when it comes to drinking or smoking or making fun of another classmate), in your relationships (will you have sex before marriage), etc. The list goes on and on.

Lord, I want to honor you with my life and in the decisions I make. There is always someone watching and waiting to see how I will respond in certain situations. I want to stand on my decision to follow you and not the ways of the world. Help me, Lord, and convict my heart when I'm tempted to make a decision that does not honor you. I want to leave a legacy of godliness to pass along to those who follow after me. I want to follow your ways even when I'm handed the opportunity to easily do the wrong thing. You are my master and my king...I choose to honor you! Amen

Friday, February 24, 2012

Flying Off the Handle?

Streams of living water in the desert...that is how it feels to step out of the world and its frustrations and into the blessed Word of God! May you be blessed today, as I am, with encouragment and comfort as we read and think about 1 Samuel 25. This is Katrinka writing today, glad to be able to share with you and receive a blessing back! God bless you each and every one. Join in with our discussion please, and share it as you see fit.

Chris wrote yesterday about the wonderful quality of nobility. It was an inspiring lesson to see David rise above the temptation to take revenge on Saul, the one who tried repeatedly to kill David. His noble character and trust in God to straighten things out instead of taking it into his own hands was a great example to me. Then I read chapter 25 and saw a totally different side of David! Here in this chapter he gets really mad for a reason that was not nearly as important as his encounter with King Saul in chapter 24.

David's pride got hurt! His men had been helpful with the sheep shearing of Nabal's flock. Since it was a festive time, David politely asked of the owner Nabal, "Please give your servants and your son David whatever you can find for them."(v. 8). When David heard about Nabal's arrogant rejection and insults over his request, David lost it! I mean, he exploded into action probably yelling, "Put on your swords!" (v. 13).  Then he went out for revenge with 400 men. David was frothing at the mouth, so to speak, when he said,

"It's been useless--all my watching over this fellow's property in the desert so that nothing of his was missing. He has paid me back evil for good. May God deal with David, be it ever so severely, if by morning I leave alive one male of all who belong to him!"(vv. 21-22).

Hmmmmmm? Is this the same man we read about yesterday?? Is this the one who bowed low before his enemy and spared his life graciously? I guess David was human after all! I know that I can relate to this change of attitude. Sometimes I feel noble and can be magnanimous and open-minded. And at another time my humanity takes over and I can get all bent out of shape and lose my cool over something microscopic! Are you like that too?

That's when we all need someone like Abigail to come into the picture. Abigail, a woman. Abigail, the wife of the Nabal (which means Fool - v. 25). Now how in the world can this one little woman stand up against an army of 400 to save her home and family? With great courage and fast action, she took herself into the line of fire in an attempt to make peace with David. Abigail played a vital role in this scenario because she was a peacemaker. Jesus our Lord said, "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called the sons of God." (Matthew 5:9). 

When we are raving and ranting, we need someone to calm us down and put things back into perspective. Abigail did just that. When she saw David, Abigail demonstrated what it is to be a peacemaker. In verses 23 and following we read of her humility, of her gentle reasoning with David. And then she spoke words that must have struck David to the heart, "Now since the LORD has kept you, my master, from bloodshed and from avenging yourself with your own hands, ..." (v. 26).
You know what I hear when I read that? The Lord sent Abigail to David. God used a simple woman to speak words of wisdom to a mighty warrior who had defeated Goliath and had command of thousands of soldiers.

Isn't that a little ironic? Many times in my life I have found that the Lord does things like that. I believe that he is patient and kind and merciful and helpful to his children, and that he often prevents us from making great mistakes by sending someone or something--a voice--that brings about peace in our lives in place of conflict, hurt and pain.

You like happy endings? I do! This one has a perfect fairytale ending. To make a long story short, Nabal the ungrateful is struck dead by God! That was quick vengeance! Then David asks Abigail to marry him and, I believe, they lived "happily ever after." Isn't that ending a lot more satisfying than having it all end up in a bloodbath? I think so. And now the lesson for me and for you: Be a peacemaker, and listen to those peacemakers who God sends our way.

Dear Lord, bring about more peace in our lives as we trust in You and listen for your direction in our lives. Forgive us when we lose control and fly off the handle. Keep us calm in your Everlasting Love and care. In Jesus' name we ask it, Amen.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Rise to Nobility

Welcome back! Every day there is a fresh supply of wisdom and inspiration from God. You just have to receive it! So let's listen to his heart from 1 Samuel 24 today. It's an easy read, so don't miss the blessing.

God is speaking to me today about nobility. Yeah, that's not a quality you hear much about anymore, is it? Living a noble life may not get you on TV or in the mags and definitely not in the Super Bowl half-time show, but it will win you honor and respect. It will also give you a deep sense that way down at your core, everything is good, as it should be.

David is being hunted like an animal by King Saul for nothing except pure envy. Saul has falsely accused David and slandered him and turned him into a target. Then Saul steps unwittingly into a cave where David is hiding with his men. At last, David has a chance to rid himself of Saul forever! Yet, he passes up the opportunity. I'm struck by what he says to Saul as he surprises him at the mouth of the cave:

May the LORD judge between you and me. And may the LORD avenge the wrongs you have done to me, but my hand will not touch you. As the old saying goes, 'From evildoers come evil deeds,' so my hand will not touch you." (v. 12-13)

Hollywood's all about revenge. ABC even has a primetime show by that name. God, I have to admit that there are times that I have wanted revenge. Badly. There is something animal in us that wants to strike back when we've been wounded. I am totally impressed by David's self-restraint. Revenge was his for the taking and he let it go! And why would he do that? He wanted to live a noble life. I aspire to that kind of character, Lord. I want to entrust vengeance to you.

What impresses me even more is that David chose mercy over malice even when his whole band of men were egging him on. He could really have found good reason to listen to them. They were validating his anger and his craving for revenge. They even interpreted this fortuitous opportunity as God's will that David strike back. It's so easy to justify our hatred, God. It's such a temptation to tell our stories of betrayal to as many people as we can so that we can win their empathy and feel validated in getting even.

Lord, help me to have the moral courage to stand with you like David did, to push back against the voices that prod us to a life of anything less than nobility--especially the voice within. No wonder you called David a man after your own heart. His heart was noble. He lived above his petty, jealous, back-stabbing enemies. He rose above even his misguided friends. He took the high road, and he didn't even pat himself on the back for it. It wasn't just a show. He was real. It was who he was in you.

I choose the path of nobility, God. Lead me in it, and help me to instill it in my children. And thank you for the people who have modeled it for me so well. They are a glory to you! Amen.

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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

The Best Friends

God is inviting us into a conversation with him about who he is, who we are, and what a life of faith looks like through the Scriptures. Today we are coming to 1 Samuel 23, where we continue the exploits of David.

These were some of the dark times of David's life. He used to be the winner of Israeli Idol--everyone was cheering him and singing his praises. But now he's been reduced to a fugitive, living as a nomad in desolate places. Everywhere he goes, even people he rescues try to turn him over to the king. That had to be depressing! It's troubling, God, that sometimes even the very people we've helped the most can turn on us. They are among the individuals in our lives who suck the emotional and spiritual energy right out of us. Just being around them is exhausting. But what I feel you touching my heart with is this statement:

And Saul's son Jonathan went to David at Horesh and helped him find strength in God. (v. 16)

I need more people like Jonathan in my life. They are the people that invigorate me. They are the spiritual energy-boosters. When I'm down and out, they are the ones that I love to hear from. God, I'm thinking of some of those people now and how you've used them to lift me up out of the dumps more than once. In my dark days, there would be an email from Jeanne with a prayer for strength. Here is one I saved:

Dear Chris~

I have been thinking of and praying for you, Lori and Steven.  I have my chapel
hour today (2-3) and will offer it for you and your children.  I know this day
will be particularly difficult and I pray you find the Spirit of the Lord in
the midst of your sadness.  

Yes, she was my Jonathan so many times even though we weren't otherwise very close. I think of Michele who points me to you on a regular basis, daily encouraging me to remember that I am yours and that you have a plan for me. I think of Scott and Greg and many others who have helped me find strength in you, God, via a phone call or a visit or something in writing. I think of Terry and Steve who drove 8 hours to come and lay hands on my shoulders and pray with me during a crisis. And I think of my mom who has been my constant encourager for all my life, who has even flown across the ocean to stand by my side and gently remind me of God's love and helped me find his strength when my own was depleted. And the list could go on.

What would I do without those people in my life? Where would I be today without my Jonathans? God, they are such immense blessings from you! They are the best friends! I pray that my friends who read this blog find that I am one of their Jonathans, along with Michele and Katrinka who regularly contribute. I hope they find help through us to access your strength. And I pray that they will add more Jonathans to their lives by taking the risk to reach out and connect on a spiritual level with other friends of yours, God. They need that kind of relationships. I also pray that we will consider who we may be a Jonathan for today, tomorrow and every day moving forward. Somebody we know right now is sinking. Let us be one who helps them find strength in you, God, our Rock, Fortress and Deliverer. Amen!

Please share your story of one of your Jonathans, or share a way that you have found that you can be a Jonathan to others. And please share this post on Facebook! (Click "f" below.) Peace.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

The Rise of Evil

Good morning and happy Tuesday to all of you! This is Michele writing for you this morning. Thank you for being with me as we dive into God's Word. Are you ready to hear from the Lord? Me too! Please read 1 Samuel 22:3-23 with me. It's short but pretty intense.

Then the king said to Doeg, "You do it." So Doeg the Edomite turned on them and killed them that day, eighty-five priests in all, still wearing their priestly garments. Then he went to Nob, the town of the priests, and killed the priests' families-men and women, children and babies-and all the cattle, donkeys, sheep, and goats. (v. 18-19)

Lord, this seems a little unfair and way over the top! All because one priest consulted you for David and gave him food and a sword? Was it necessary for eighty-five men and their families to die for that? What had happened to Saul? He had become an evil madman.

Why would you let this happen, God? Why didn't you protect those who served you? One would think that there should be some sort of special protection for those who live their lives in service to you. It doesn't make sense that those who love you have to lose their lives while evil is allowed to flourish. Saul had become a very evil man and he expected everyone else to follow in his schemes. I was encouraged to read in verse 17 that Saul's own men refused to do the killing that he had ordered them to do. Someone needed to stand up for what was right. I also noticed that Saul didn't do any of the killing himself, he needed someone else to do his dirty work. What a coward!

But, God, you don't want us to develop a relationship with you so we can escape the evil in this world. You don't want us to come to you with the misconception that life will be easier that way. Some of the most long suffering people I know are very devoted Christians. As Christians we never have to suffer alone, you come along side us and even carry us when our own strength is gone. Coming to you is not a guarantee of all good things to come but it IS a guarantee of eternal life and the ultimate abolition of evil.

Dear Lord, keep our minds on the ultimate prize of eternal life with you. Fill our hearts with hope and joy and help us not to expect to live an easy and carefree life here on earth because we know you. Life is hard and as Christians the world does not side with us. Regardless of how the course of our lives may go, give us hearts that are wholly committed to you. We love you, Lord. Amen

Friday, February 17, 2012

When Life Falls Apart

Welcome to today's conversation with God! His voice is the only one that is always true, so I filter all the other voices in my life through his word. I'm reading 1 Samuel 21 through 22:2. And what I see here is a man in trouble--a man full of fear, anxiety and desperation. Life had definitely turned south on David. His storybook rise to popularity and privilege has turned into a nightmare.

David took these words to heart and was very much afraid of Achish king of Gath. So he pretended to be insane in their presence; and while he was in their hands he acted like a madman, making marks on the doors of the gate and letting saliva run down his beard. (v. 12-13)

This isn't quite the same guy that boldly charged the giant, is it? This isn't the same man of faith who was confident that God would enable him to beat down that big bully. I mean, where is the David that fearlessly led dozens of conquests against Israel's fiercest enemies?

Life happened to David. Here's what I mean. God had always given him the outcome he had hoped for. He had won every battle. Until now. He went from hero to hated in the eyes of the king, and for the first time he felt totally vulnerable. That's a familiar place for me, God, and probably for lots of others. It's that moment where I realize that you don't seem to be helping me. You aren't coming through like you have before. Whereas faith had once given me almost a feeling of invincibility, it becomes starkly clear that my relationship with you doesn't guarantee me that I won't be badly hurt or that I cannot fail. I begin to wonder if you've withdrawn your favor.

That's when I start thinking that's it all up to me to save my own neck. That's when I try to scheme my way out of the problems I am facing. David was definitely in scheming mode at this point. He's lying to good people who would help him. He's running to people who are worse than Saul. And he ends up in a dark cave feeling the loneliness and depression close in around him.

God, I've been to that dark place before. Long sleepless nights. Troubled thoughts that hound me. Feelings of being abandoned. But it's a place where you can still be found. You met David in that cave. You reminded him that he should never take your help for granted. He needed to seek it. He needed to seek you. He needed to let his troubled thoughts find peace in the only one who is bigger than all of that mess he was in. It's wonderful, God, that even in the darkest place your light can emerge. As David wrote from within that cave:

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
     and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
A righteous person may have many troubles,
    but the LORD delivers him from them all. (Psalm 34:18-19)

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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

From Cyber-Acquaintances to Loyal Friendships

I hope you had a happy Valentine's Day with the one you love! If you're not in love right now, don't forget how special your close friends and family are. As I listen for a word from God today from 1 Samuel 20, I'm thinking about how important relationships are. Read with me about David's true friendship with Jonathan. What a great story!

Jonathan said to David, "Go in peace, for we have a sworn friendship with each other in the name of the LORD..." (v. 42)

It’s been said that “A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.”  That is what Jonathan was to David. God, you are showing me something about the importance of loyalty. It's a quality that is hard to find these days. A loyal friend or a loyal spouse is a priceless blessing. And you are showing me what loyalty really is. Some people are scared of commitment. Others make commitments and stand by them, but only as long as it's in their own best interest. A truly loyal person is willing to suffer to keep his commitment. That's what I see in Jonathan. He stood by his friend even though David was a threat to his own heirship to the throne. Not only that, but he remained loyal even when it almost got him killed!

Jonathan had a tough situation to navigate, trying to balance his loyalty to both his friend, David, and his own father, King Saul. It's not uncommon to have conflicting loyalties. Relationships are complicated. It's admirable how well Jonathan managed to avoid betraying either of these two important relationships. I see, God, that the wisdom it took to do that came from Jonathan's ultimate loyaly to you. The principles that you had taught him through your word about love and truth and honor were clearly guiding him. It's a far cry from the soap opera lives that so many people live!

God, thank you for reminding me that loyalty is the key to lasting, satisfying relationships. And thank you for the reminder that true loyalty must stand strong even when it hurts or threatens my own self-interest. I know that you being my highest loyalty helps me tremendously to deal effectively with the complicated situations that relationships present.

It would be great if you were to share your own reflections below! And please share this post on Facebook. We're good at cyber-acquaintances, but real loyalty is something most of us crave and we all need. Peace.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Green with Envy

Happy Valentines Day to all of you! Make sure you tell someone special that you love them today. This is Michele with you this morning and we are moving into Chapter 19 of 1 Samuel. Please take a read and let your mind ponder what God is wanting to get across to you. He always has something valuable to say to us in his Word. God speaks to each one of us in a unique way depending on what we need to hear.

This is what I hear him saying to my heart as I read this chapter:

So Saul listened to Jonathan and vowed, "As surely as the Lord lives, David will not be killed."

Afterward Jonathan called David and told him what had happened. Then he brought David to Saul, and David served in the court as before. (v. 6-7)

Finally, Lord, Saul came to his senses and listened to Jonathan. In the verses leading up to this, Jonathan reminded his father of all the things David had done for him and all of Isreal in the past. It appears as if Saul was able to look past himself then and remember who David really was. Jonathan seemed to have a great influence on this father.

All went well until David had yet another victory and Saul just couldn't handle it. (v.8)

But one day when Saul was sitting at home, with spear in hand, the tormenting spirit from the Lord suddenly came upon him again. As David played his harp, Saul hurled his spear at David. But David dodged out of the way, and leaving the spear stuck in the wall, he fled and escaped into the night. (v. 9-10)

Ugh! Looks like Saul was still a very jealous man. God, why is it that we get caught up in wanting to be better than others? Maybe there's a coworker who's making a good impression on his/her boss, maybe a friend wins an award for doing something very well, or someone else gets an accolade that we think we deserve. We need to be happy for other's accomplishments and not always want ourselves to be the best. Lord, I realize that this story is quite extreme but not unheard of. I'm currently thinking of our crime rate and the amount of gang violence or just murders in general that occur in our world. A good percentage of violent crimes happen because someone has what someone else wants. Some individuals will go to any extreme to get what they want.

Heavenly Father, please make us the kind of people who will give you praise for other's accomplishments and recognize your work in their lives. Help us to support others and love them with a love that only comes from you. We want to be shining examples of your love, not jealous and self serving. The next generation needs to be taught how to love others and if Christians don't teach them they will definitely learn the ways of our fallen world. Give us, dear Lord, the desire to teach our young ones your ways. Amen

Please share your thoughts with us. Bless others if you've been blessed! Have a great one and again, Happy Valentines Day!

Friday, February 10, 2012

"Plans of Mice and Men Go Astray"

Thank you, Lord, for another beautiful day! Each day is a gift from God and I never miss that thought when I wake. No matter what the weather, it IS a beautiful day and I am thankful that today I can share some thoughts over I Samuel 18 with you. This is Katrinka writing today and we begin with the reading of chapter 18, verses 12-30. It is an intruiging adventure, this growing conflict between king Saul and David. Saul is getting greener and greener with jealousy and David remains oblivious to his subversive plans for his death. The Philistines are the great enemy at the moment, and David's success in battle is bringing him laurels and fame. Saul, to say the least, is NOT happy.

Isn't it the same old trite theme again -- men trying to use women to bring about the ruin of their enemy? Well, that is just what Saul is doing this time. He plots the death of David using, of all people, his own daughters, as a means to that end!

Saul offers his oldest daughter to David first, asking that in return David "serve bravely and fight the battles of the Lord." Now that sounds good, doesn't it? But Saul was a crafty, jealous man. Remembering the popularity of David, he realizes that he cannot harm him without bringing down a lot of problems on himself from the people who love David! Saul said to himself, "I will not raise a hand against him. Let the Philistines do that!" (v. 17).

David, on the other hand, is just too good to be true! He is humble in spirit and serves with all his heart both his king and His God. David feels that he is unworthy to be the son-in-law of King Saul, and refuses to marry the oldest daughter. What a bummer for Saul! His perfect plan is foiled by the goodness and humility of David's heart. But Saul's heart is being eaten away with the burning hatred growing inside of him for David
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Then a sweet note comes to Saul's ears. He hears that his daughter Michal is in love with David. Now here is an interesting development! We can just see Saul's eyes light up with the newfound revelation and the realization that he has another chance for his dastardly deed of bringing about David's death. Saul said, "I will give her to him...so that she may be a snare to him and so that the hand of the Philistines may be against him." (v. 20).

Now I have to wonder just what it was about Michal that he thought would be a snare to David? It is true that in many cases a woman can be the downfall of a man. On the other hand, the old saying is still true: "Behind every successful man there is a good woman." Yep. A woman is indeed a powerful tool! If she is good, she can be a tremendous influence for good with her husband. If she is wicked, she can bring about terrible atrocities from her husband. Remember Jezebel? Somehow, however, I think that Michal was not of the Jezebel variety. Perhaps it was just that Saul thought that her great beauty and sweetness would distract David from the main focus of his life -- serving his God. Any distraction could bring about carelessness in battle on David's part and result in his death.

Foiled again! Saul must be gnashing his teeth by now! David again resists the offer of the king's daughter, saying, "Do you think it is a small matter to become the king's son-in-law? I'm only a poor man and little known." (v. 23). There it is again. Humility serves as a shield against great danger in the life of David. Humility is also a great shield for your heart and mine against hidden snares that Satan throws our way. What a great lesson we can learn about protecting our own lives and souls!

Long story short: David finally agreed to Saul's stringent conditions in war against the Philistines to win Michal for his wife. But instead of being killed in the battles, David was overwhelmingly successful and came home triumphant to claim his reward. David got his princess! Michal was given to him in marriage! Surely the Lord blessed that union and with it brought Saul's evil plans to naught!

End of story: "When Saul realized that the Lord was with David and that his daughter Michal loved David, Saul became still more afraid of him, and he remained his enemy the rest of his days." (v. 28).

Foiled again! This Old Testament confrontation reminds me a little of the old Looney Tunes cartoon -- "Roadrunner and Wily Cayote." No matter what scheme Saul had to get rid of David, the Lord God turned it around for David's good instead! So, in the end David got the girl, the people in the kingdom of Israel loved David even more than before, and his victories against God's enemies, the Philistines, increased.

So: They lived happily ever after? Well, that is not the end of the story. But it is a really good beginning for David and Michal and for Israel. David is called "the man after God's own heart." Maybe it was his humility and devotion to the Lord that made it so?

Dear Lord, please give me humility for this day. Help me not to think more of myself that I should, but instead to think about others being better than I am. Please use me for good in fulfilling your purposes in this world. Let me see the great blessings that You give me every day of my life. Thank you for my Hero, Jesus Christ, whose blood makes me confident in your Grace and forgiveness when I fall short. In Jesus Name, Amen.

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Thursday, February 9, 2012

Freed From Insecurities

I wish you a great day! More than that, I really hope that God blesses you with a satisfying, rewarding life! Hearing from him regularly and responding to his commands and his counsel will lead you there. Today, we're listening for a word from God from 1 Samuel 18. As you read it, do you fit more accurately in David's shoes, Saul's shoes or Jonathan's shoes?

I'm intrigued by the contrast between Saul and Jonathan in regard to their feelings toward David. Two men--both members of the royal family, both with something to lose and something to gain--but two very different reactions to the success of another. David is the new star on the scene. The public loves him. All the papparazzis are pointing their cameras at him. He's on the cover of Israel Today and Jewish People.

Jonathan admires David's outstanding courage and charisma and is inspired to become his lifelong friend. It doesn't seem to matter to Israel's prince that this man is a potential threat to his heirship to the throne. Jonathan lives by the motto "What will be will be." If God has brought a better man than he to lead Israel, so be it. He recognizes that David is a leader of leaders, one who could really take Israel's fortunes to the next level, and he loves him for it.

King Saul is a different story.

Saul was very angry. . . "They have credited David with tens of thousands," he thought, "but me with only thousands. What more can he get but the kingdom?" And from that time on Saul kept a jealous eye on David. (v. 8-9)

It wasn't just that Saul was jealous of David.

When Saul saw how successful he was, he was afraid of him. (v. 15)

God, this story makes me stop and consider what insecurities I may have of my own. Why did David's success and popularity make a king angry, jealous and afraid? Saul was Israel's leader. I know that it is fairly common for us leaders to fear other up-and-coming leaders within our ranks. Those of us who lead can become paranoid that everyone is after our position. We can fear coworkers who are better than us in certain areas or who have more charisma. They threaten our sense of security. We may try to keep them down and sabotage their success out of jealousy and fear.

What you're telling me, Lord, is that all of that kind of behavior stems from insecurity and self-preoccupation. Great leaders attract other great leaders and welcome their contribution. Their primary objective is the success of the organization or project they are leading, and they know that it is wise to maximize the potential of their people. Great leaders make other leaders better. They see them as assets instead of threats. They're excited about the opportunity that those talented people present to learn and grow further themselves. This is the kind of leader that excels and is highly sought after. It is also the kind of person that is generally happy and enjoys what they do.

Security is more internal than external, isn't it God? We try to construct a secure life for ourselves by manipulating and controlling our environment when, in reality, the work needs to be done inside. As long as we're not comfortable with our own strengths and weaknesses, we're tormented by our fear of being upstaged. God, I would rather be like Jonathan in that I trust that your will and your plan will work out best. I want to be inspired rather than intimidated by those who excel to a higher level than I do. I choose to be happy with the person you created me to be. I am thankful for the opportunities that you grant me and I will be content with the role you want me to play. I give any fears and insecurities to you and replace them with your view of me and the security of your love for me. Thank you! Amen.

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Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Defeating Your Giants

In life, there are problems, and then there are Problems. Some challenges we face seem monstrous, don't they? Well, today's conversation with God is just what we need to hear when up against an intimidating situation. God's word to us is coming from 1 Samuel 17. It's right there for you and a great read!

After God made a big point yesterday about the need to get our hearts right, today I hear him call me to a stronger faith. The description of David's problem is distant but familiar to me. I haven't ever faced a mammoth warrior one-on-one before, but I have stood in the shadow of some pretty threatening fears. King Saul's words to David expose my own negative self-talk:

"You are not able to go out against this Philistine and fight him! You are only a boy, and he has been a fighting man from his youth!" (v. 33)

God, that's where I have occasionally found myself--rehearsing the reasons why I can't deal with some looming situation or seemingly insurmountable problem or challenge. Sometimes the fears and doubts that creep into my mind are even bigger than the situation itself. I hate those feelings of helplessness.

For forty days the Philistine came forward every morning and evening and took his stand. (v. 16)

That's a long time to be intimidated by the same problem! That's much too long to be stuck, paralyzed by some threat that seems way too big to overcome. Forty days they stood around in fear, unable to act. I may have let certain fears of my own torment me for longer than that!

I hear you reminding me through this story that acting on my faith is what is most needed. Faith will give me courage when I otherwise would be crouching in fear, wishing the problem away.

Saul and all the Israelites were dismayed and terrified. . . . David said to Saul, "Let no one lose heart on account of this Philistine; your servant will go and fight him." (v. 11, 32)

God, it wasn't that David was any stronger or fiercer than all the soldiers, was it? This isn't a Hollywood flick. David wasn't secretly a super ninja. He just really trusted you. The others were engrossed in the problem while he was focused on you. Maybe I need to spend more time alone praying and praising you like David was accustomed to doing and less time soaking in the limited human perspective that saturates my world. I see that faith will give me more courage when others are afraid. And I also see that faith will enable me to step forward and confront the problem head on.

. . . with his sling in his hand, David approached the Philistine. (v. 40)

That's usually the hardest part--that first step forward staring that problem or challenge right in the eyes. There's a time when fears have to be laid aside and I have to decide that I'm not going to let that fear intimidate me anymore. Faith in you, God, will get me out of paralysis mode. And it will give me victory.

David said, "...All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the LORD's" . . . So David triumphed over the Philistine . . . He ran and stood over him. (v. 47, 50-51)

No sane person would have thought David had a chance against Goliath . . . unless they knew David's God. Lord, the battle is yours! You will give your servants victory when their faith is in you. I know that not every situation will go as we want it to, but you have assured us of ultimate triumph. No problem is too big for you. No challenge is impossible to overcome. I can find myself standing over that fallen problem. I will use the faith that I have in you to take on and defeat my own personal giants. Amen.

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Tuesday, February 7, 2012

The Heart of the Matter

Are you craving a word from God this evening?  I am! Today we will move into 1 Samuel 16. This is where David enters the picture for the first time. Please read this chapter with me and let's see what God may be wanting us to take away from this. This is Michele, by the way, and this is what I hear God impressing upon me:

But the Lord said to Samuel, "Don't judge by his appearance or height, for I have rejected him. The Lord doesn't see things the way you see them. People judge by outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." (v. 7)

Well, that could be good or bad depending on what you see, Lord, when you look at my heart. It's good because I don't have to impress you with the way I look on the outside, the clothes I wear, the way I do my hair or the shape of my body. But, it's bad because you do see what the real me is all about. There are times when I know I'm not very pretty on the inside. You see my desire to share your love with others but you also see me at my worst when I'm not showing your love. Sometimes even to those I love the most. You see it all! Nothing can I hide from you.

....And the Lord said, "This is the one, anoint him."
So as David stood among his brothers, Samuel took the flask of olive oil he had brought and anointed David with the oil. And the Spirit of the Lord came powerfully upon David from that day on. (v. 12-13)

Did you pick David because you saw him as perfect? I have to think no because you know all and were very aware of the sin David would find himself in as time went on. This is very encouraging to me because even though David was far less than perfect you called him "A man after your own heart". I want to be a woman after your own heart. A woman whose desire for relationship with you is the most important goal in my life in spite of my frequent slip-ups. I want to leave a legacy of faith for those who follow behind me. I want to be real about my imperfections. No hiding and acting as if I'm perfect. Nothing can I hide from you. So, since you see all, I may as well bring my whole self to you and ask you to help me change the parts of me that are less than desirable. That's what David did in many of the Psalms.

One of the servants said to Saul, "One of Jesse's sons from Bethlehem is a talented harp player. Not only that- he is a brave warrior, a man of war, and has good judgment. He is also a fine-looking young man, and the Lord is with him." (v. 18)

What an honor to be thought of in that way. The qualities described here are top notch. God, your awesome presence was obviously evident in David. So much so that the servant's pointed this out in explaining to Saul who David was.

Although you see your children exactly as they are, you continue to love us anyway. That's the good news!

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Monday, February 6, 2012

Staying in God's Good Graces

Happy Monday After! ...you know, the Super Bowl. It was an exciting game! I like checking out the commercials, too. But I'm a lot more eager to hear a message from the Creator of the Universe today. It won't be flashy or funny, but it will be True and Life-giving. Let's meet God in 1 Samuel 15 today.

This is a riches to rags story. It's about one man's topple from the very top of the ladder to the pits of guilt, regret and bitterness. Saul has come a long way since he was first told he was to be anointed king. Unfortunately, he's gone the wrong direction. He once had God's favor and blessing, which took him from obscurity to the throne. Now, God is removing him as king and his favor is turning to someone else. You and I want God's favor, so it would be wise to tune in to why this happened to Saul.

As I read the story, I hear God saying that, in my relationship with him, obedience is important. It's crucial that I remember who he is and make sure he stays on the throne of my heart. God loves me unconditionally. My acceptance by him is based on my faith in Jesus and his goodness, not my own. But, like any good parent, God's blessings and his discipline are very much connected with how obedient I am.

"Why did you not obey the LORD? Why did you pounce on the plunder and do evil in the eyes of the LORD?" (v. 19)

I also hear him saying that incomplete obedience is disobedience. Saul fell out of God's favor because he just wasn't much into honoring God with his full obedience. He put his own spin on God's instructions. He did part of what he was told to do, but he just didn't go all the way with it. And when he's confronted by the prophet, Saul is all about justifying himself.

"But I did obey the LORD," Saul said. "I went on the mission the LORD assigned me." (v. 20)

Not quite. He didn't see the sense in everything God had instructed, so he did what people do all the time--he ignored those parts. For all of us who have thought God is okay with us just obeying the parts of his Word we personally agree with, this story is a wake-up call. Incomplete obedience is disobedience. But I thought God doesn't expect perfection! No, but he does demand total submission.

God makes a further point: Worship doesn't make up for disobedience. When Saul was confronted, he protests that he was planning to offer a sacrifice to God. And the prophet Samuel gives this memorable reply, later quoted by Jesus:

Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the LORD? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. (v. 22)

If I was cheating on my wife, I'm pretty sure she wouldn't be impressed if I said, "I love you" and offered her a kiss. Being at church singing praise songs isn't a way to score points with God, much less if my life isn't fully surrendered to him. He wants the worship of my life to harmonize with the praise of my mouth.

Finally, God exposes the heart of the problem: Pride is the source of disobedience. This observation really leaps off the page:

Samuel said, "...you were once small in your own eyes..." (v. 17)

The unassuming guy that once hid among the baggage at his coronation ceremony is now setting up monuments in his own honor (v. 12). And he's too proud to listen to what God wants him to do.

For rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance like the evil of idolatry. (v. 23)

That's the bottom line, isn't it, God? Pride will get in the way of a relationship with you faster than anything. And pride comes in many forms, some more subtle than others. I know I've been too proud to listen and obey at times. Forgive me for thinking I know better than you what will make life work. I so want your favor on my life. I surrender my life wholly to you. I am willing to obey you completely. By your grace and power, I will do everything that you have taught me to this point. Help me and forgive me when I stumble on the way. Restore me in those moments and get me back on track. You are my King! Amen.

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Friday, February 3, 2012

Inquire

As we cruise into another weekend, I'm ready to spend a few minutes hearing from God! I take it you are, too. Thanks for joining me! The part of God's written word that I'm looking at today is 1 Samuel 14:24 through the end of the chapter. I've pondered over it a few times and what my eyes keep resting on are these two statements:

"Do whatever seems best to you," [Saul's commanders] replied.
But the priest said, "Let us inquire of God here." (v. 36)

Saul had a military decision to make. He wanted to finish off the enemy while they were on the run. His army commanders' advice was to do whatever he thought best, while the man of God with him suggested that consulting with God would be a good idea.

There always seems to be a rush of voices telling us to just do whatever will make us happy. I'm thankful for the voices in my life that encourage me to consider what God might want me to do. After all, God loves me compeletely, so I know he wants what's best for me. And he is the only one wise enough to always know what actually is best for me and for the other people affected by my decisions. Thank you for reminding me, God, that it's always to my advantage to see if there is any guidance from you on a matter before I just act on my impulses.

What if everyone did that? Wow, what a different world we'd be living in! It can be difficult at times discerning God's guidance unless it is something that he has spoken clearly on in Scripture. But if we would just follow all the guidance he's given us there, we'd be a lot better off! Thinking about getting even with that hateful coworker who stabbed you in the back? Most of the people in your life might egg you on. What if, before you went there, you stopped and asked God for guidance about it? Maybe he would bring to mind Jesus' teaching to love your enemies and pray for those who treat you badly. How many marriages that end badly could be saved if either or both of the two were seeking God's guidance for how they should treat their spouse? I'm sure you would agree that the world we imagine, the one we long for, would begin to emerge.

It won't ever happen with the world at large, but it can happen in my own world. It has, in fact. And it is the way of blessing. So keep listening to the only voice that points true north. He loves you so much!

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Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Go For It

The last two posts by Michele and Katrinka were so good and encouraging! And I'm sure that God has more for us today. Let's continue our conversation with our Maker in 1 Samuel 14:1-23. This is another really interesting story! There's so much here to take in.

One of the hardest things in life is learning when to wait on the Lord and when to take initiative towards your goals. I wrestle with that a lot. Sometimes one is appropriate and sometimes the other. This story is an example of initiative.

Jonathan said to his young armor-bearer, "Come, let's go over to the outpost of [our enemies]. Perhaps the LORD will act in our behalf..." (v. 6)

His father, King Saul, was waiting on the Lord with a company of men, inactive and in a stalemate with the enemy (v. 2). Jonathan is a man of action. He has an inner prompting that it's time to take a step of faith, and he is going to do it with or without the army. (He does manage to recruit one other brave soul to partner with him. He isn't so foolish as to act alone.)

I love his courage! "Let's go attack an outpost together! I know we're totally outnumbered, but maybe God will help us. And if he does, look out!" Sometimes you just have to make an advance. You have to eventually end all your deliberations, put your doubts and fears to rest and go for it. And trust that God will be there. And remember this:

"...Nothing can hinder the LORD from saving, whether by many or by few." (v. 6)

No matter how bad the odds may look, if God is on your side you can succeed. Sometimes all he's looking for is a few good men or women, or even a man and a woman, who have the faith to advance.

By the way, just because God is in it doesn't mean that it will be easy and effortless.

Jonathan climbed up, using his hands and his feet, with his armor-bearer right behind him. (v. 13)

Interesting that the writer felt compelled to point out that he had to climb "using his hands and feet." Hmm. What else would he climb up with, his teeth?? Maybe the point is that anything worth doing, even with God's help, is going to require exertion. You have to make your way there like climbing a rock wall--one hand-hold or foot-hold at a time, straining and clawing your way until you reach your goal. Don't imagine that God is going to make it easy. Rarely is that the case. And why not? He wants us to discover the strength he's placed inside us. When we find it and use it for good, we glorify him!

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