Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Let Go and Let God

Happy Tuesday to all! This is Michele with you this morning and we are focusing on 1 Samuel 13 today. Please read it with me. It's a great chapter. I feel it's very relevant to my life and the lives of those I love. I bet God will speak to your heart, as well, as you read and ponder what he has to say.

Here is what jumped out at me:

The men of Isreal saw what a tight spot they were in; and because they were hard pressed by the enemy, they tried to hide in caves, thickets, rocks, holes, and cisterns. Some of them crossed the Jordan River and escaped into the land of Gad and Gilead. (v. 6-7)

Why would the Isrealites try to hide? They had just destroyed a bunch of Phillistines. Wouldn't they feel powerful and indestructible? They probably did until the Phillistine army grew to be much bigger than they had ever imagined it would (v. 5). They became terrified of this enormous army of men and decided to hide instead of continue on. Sounds kind of familiar to me! When I become afraid my initial reaction is to run and hide from what seems too big for me to handle. I forget that you have my back, God. Help us not to run when life gets real hard and we can't see our way out of our current circumstances. When we focus on what seems insurmountable we become panic stricken but when we focus on your supernatural power we can continue on with a sense of peace.

Saul waited there seven days for Samuel, as Samuel had instructed him earlier, but Samuel still didn't come. Saul realized that his troops were rapidly slipping away. So he demanded, "Bring me the burnt offering and the peace offerings!" And Saul sacrificed the burnt offering himself. (v. 8-9)

Another common reaction to what seems overwhelming is to take the situation into our own hands. God, sometimes we pretend we are like you because we don't feel like you're doing anything for us. We think we know what's best and forget our place below you. Often times I struggle in determining the fine line between taking appropriate action and waiting upon you. Saul, too. He decided to do the job that only a priest was allowed to do because he got tired of waiting. Not only did he take matters into his own hands, he disobeyed you in the process. Oh Lord, give us the courage to wait upon you and only take action when we know you've called us to. I/we don't want to be disobedient, we just need your help.

Samuel then left Gilgal and went on his way, but the rest of the troops went with Saul to meet the army. They went up from Gilgal to Gibeah in the land of Benjamin. When Saul counted the men who were still with him, he found only 600 where left!....There were no blacksmiths in the land of Isreal in those days. The Phillistines wouldn't allow them for fear they would make swords and spears for the Hebrews. (v. 15, 19)

Uh oh! It seems to have gone from bad to worse. Only a small number of men left and they had no weapons. So like life sometimes. God, you allow us to experience trials and there are times when it all seems like too much. One thing after another and we have no idea why you would sit back and watch us suffer loss and hurt and so many hurdles in this life.

Maybe you allow us to be in a position of total vulnerability so we truly realize that you are our only source of strength!

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Friday, January 27, 2012

Pigheadedness and Punishment

Hello everybody! It is a beautiful, sunny day and God's love is clearly shining here in His world! The chapter for today's thought is 1 Samuel 12. Isn't it great to stop everything for just a few minutes and take time to read and learn from the inspired Scripture? This is Katrinka writing today. It is always an honor to be asked to add some thoughts to the study. May the Lord bless us as we try to gain something from today's reading that will encourage and strengthen us. Please open your Bible and first read the chapter thoughtfully.

Here I see an interesting insight into the character and actions of the great prophet Samuel. He challenges anyone in the nation to bring charges against his integrity or honesty. The people admit readily: "You have not taken anything from anyone's hand" (v. 4). That is exactly what should be able to be said about anyone teaching others the Word of God. To teach one thing and live another is a great sin in the sight of both God and man. Samuel is innocent and proceeds to plainly let the people of Israel know of their sins and rebellious ways against God. He is speaking so directly to the point that, after a graphic demonstration of thunder and lightening and rain which destroys their entire wheat crop, the people cry our in worry and fear: "Pray to the Lord your God for your servants so that we will not die,..." (v. 19).

It is good for us to also be reminded that we all sin and make mistakes in God's sight. We do that because we are human. Otherwise it would not have been necessary for Jesus to come into this world and be sacrificed as the Lamb of God for our sins. When I read this chapter it jumps out at me that here was another example of how God is both a God of justice and of mercy. How blessed we are to have a Great God who shows mercy and patience with us!
"Do not be afraid, . . . 
For the sake of his great name
the Lord will not reject his people,
because the Lord was pleased
to make you his own" (vv. 21-22).

No matter how messed up we can make our lives, our Father in Heaven still wants us to be His. We can relate a little bit to this when we think of how we deal with our own children. We love them dearly, but there are times when we cannot ignore them when they flagrantly disobey and disrespect us. We have to give some measure of discipline. That can make us feel uncertain and guilty sometimes. We don't want to hurt the child, and yet, we know for sure that we must not just let that behavior go unpunished. That would only lead to more flagrant disobedience and less and less respect for authority. That actually brings great harm to a child! So it is with God our Father. It is because he loves us and wants a continuing relationship with us that at times He brings about serious repurcussions for our sinful actions. 

How deeply appreciative and grateful I am that God is patient with me even when I am strong-headed and stubborn! Looking back on life I think all of us can say that at times we definitely acted out of rebellion in order to get something we wanted. Later, after it is all said and done, we often say, "If I had only known...." I guess it will always be true that "hindsight is better than foresight." But that is not the end of the matter. Here in this chapter Samuel ends by sternly reminding the people:

 "But be sure to fear the Lord and serve him faithfully
with all your heart; consider what great things
 he has done for you. Yet if you persist in doing evil, ... 
you will be swept away."(v. 24).

Dear merciful Father, thank you for sending Jesus to make it possible for us to be washed clean from the sins we have done and continue to do throughout our lives. We are really foolish in our thinking so many times! Please give us wisdom and an upright and honest heart before You. We love you, our Father, and we thank you, our Jesus!" In His name we pray this prayer, Amen.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Courageous Cowards

Welcome to today's conversation with God! Join me in 1 Samuel 11. If you've ever lacked the courage to step up and do what needed to be done, whether it was apologizing for something, confronting someone, or tackling a big new venture, this text inspires hope.

What God is revealing to me here is the change he brought in Saul. Remember, yesterday we saw how Saul hid in the baggage at his coronation ceremony, trying to avoid the responsibility of becoming king. He was tall but he was also a coward. No wonder some of the people didn't believe in him as a leader! But this turn of events jumps out at me, as Saul hears about a national threat and is dismayed by the spineless response of the populace:

When Saul heard their words, the Spirit of God came upon him in power, and he burned with anger. He took a pair of oxen, cut them into pieces, and sent the pieces by messengers throughout Israel, proclaiming, "This is what will be done to the oxen of anyone who does not follow Saul and Samuel." Then the terror of the LORD fell on the people, and they turned out as one man. (v. 6-7)

How about that? The coward becomes courageous! The shy, timid guy who ran from the spotlight turns out to be a dynamic, effective leader after all! How does that happen? The Spirit of the Lord filled him. He went from thinking only of his own best interests to thinking of God's interests. Something had been going on in Saul's head as he had been out plowing his father's fields, apparently. He had been considering the amazing reality that God wanted to use a guy like him. And when the challenge presented itself with the news flash, something switched on inside Saul's heart. He had let God in, and God went to work.

God, you can turn cowards into men and women of courage. You can make great leaders out of timid souls. Your Holy Spirit is the source of tremendous strength and boldness to step up and respond to the need at hand. No fear can stand up to the courage you infuse us with when we are filled with your Spirit. So please, fill us. Fill me. Help me to inspire courage in the people around me, starting with my own children and my loved ones. Amen.

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Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Good Posture

Top of the day to you! I pray God's best for your life. If I have learned one thing in mine it's that the way we posture ourselves before God is the primary catalyst that determines the course and satisfaction level of our lives. Today's conversation with God reinforces that truth to me and makes me think about my current posture. With that in mind, why don't you join me in reading 1 Samuel 10:17-27? Is the Spirit of God impressing something on you here?

I see in this short text three different postures that people took before God. First, I see that the nation as a whole wasn't in a good place with God.

But you have now rejected your God, who saves you out of all your calamities and distresses. And you have said, "No, set a king over us." (v. 19)

God had been there for them through amazing times when he powerfully brought them through the worst of situations and delivered them from slavery and brought them into the promised land. But they had gotten over their gratitude and had become demanding of God. Now they see it as his job to give them what they want. God, I'm sure I've been there myself before. I've insisted that I knew what was best for me and expected you to deliver. Forgive me for my foolishness and pride in those moments.

Second, I can't help but laugh when I read this about Saul:

Finally Saul son of Kish was chosen. But when they looked for him, he was not to be found.... And the LORD said, "Yes, he has hidden himself among the baggage." (v. 21-22)

God is calling Saul to take this role of immense honor and responsibility leading his people, and Saul is hunkering down behind the suitcases hoping no one will find him! He's in a posture of hiding from God, trying to avoid answering God's call to service. Maybe that's where you are right now. Taking on his assignments can be scary. Maybe you want to escape the call and take the easier path of letting someone else step up. It's a posture people take when their eyes are on themselves and not on God. It's a posture that holds people back from what might be some of the most meaningful experiences of God they've ever had.

Third, I'm impressed by where Samuel is with God.

Samuel summoned the people of Israel to the LORD at Mizpah and said to them, "This is what the LORD the God of Israel, says...." Samuel explained to the people the regulations of the kingship. (v. 17, 25)

Samuel is the only one in the story whose heart is actually submitted to God. He's in a posture of obeying God. He doesn't like the fact that the people are demanding a human king. It angers him. But because God has told him to go ahead and anoint one, he is carrying out what he knows God wants him to do. That's a really good place to be. That's what it means to love God and live by faith. God, I will by your grace trust you and obey you as I posture myself before you with a submitted heart and life. Amen.

As the rest of the story unfolds in 1 Samuel, we'll see where the posture of the people and Saul got them. And we'll see the honor that God brought to Samuel because of his posture. I can be demanding of God, or I can hide from God, or I can obey God. Three different postures. Three very different outcomes.

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Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Would They Believe I'm a Christian?

Good evening to all of you from Michele here in chilly Illinois!  It's a bit warmer than it's been but not near as warm as it is in Texas. That's for sure! Tonight we will be reading from 1 Samuel 10:1-16. Are you ready to hear from God? I sure am. Read it more than once if you need to. This is what I'm hearing God say as I read:

When Saul and his servant arrived at Gibeah, they saw a group of prophets coming toward them. Then the Spirit of the Lord came powerfully upon Saul, and he, too, began to prophesy. When those who knew Saul heard about it, they exclaimed, "What? Is even Saul a prophet? How did the son of Kish become a prophet?" (v. 10-11)

Why were Saul's acquaintances so surprised that he would be prophesying? Was that not typical behavior for Saul? If you remember back in chapter 9, Saul tried to get out of what Samuel was telling him he had been called by God to do. He said he was from the least important clan. He tried all kinds of tactics to get out of the responsibility that he sensed God was trying to give him. It seems as if he was a selfish man who pretty much kept his focus on himself.

But then, Samuel anointed Saul and informed him of God's calling in 10:1. How awesome that our Lord doesn't always pick the cream of the crop to do his mighty work (see Chris' post from yesterday). I bet Saul was pretty shocked himself to become the ruler over Isreal. After all he had just been searching for some lost donkeys, not seeking to do anything for God.

The verses highlighted above show that others couldn't believe that someone like Saul would be prophesying. It's one thing to personally be surprised that God has called you to something so big, but then to have others question whether it could possibly be true. The thought crossed my mind that there are many people who may know me on a surface level but may not know that I'm a Christian. Would they be shocked if they discovered my love for God?  I think about the times when my focus is on myself. When I don't set a godly example for others in the way I do my work or the way I interact with someone who may irritate me. There is always someone watching. Maybe an unbeliever who needs to see Jesus in this world. Maybe a hurting soul who needs someone to invest time in them. Maybe someone who believes that Christians are just like everybody else. I need to always be conscientious of my behavior. I hope that others don't say of me, "Is even Michele a christian?"

Lord, I want to have an attitude of praise at all times. I always want to remember that others are watching me and seeing my actions and my reactions to the things of this world. Please shape my attitude to be more like you as I live out my days on earth. Please send me on the mission that you planned for me since before my birth and give me an obedient heart to follow you. Amen.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Upgrade Your Life Mission

Listening to God through narrative portions of Scripture requires some different skills than other genres of literature. But I always find so much there framed in the context of somebody's real life. Our conversation continues in 1 Samuel chapter 9. Let's take it in and see what God may show us!

When I think about what I'm going to accomplish with my life, what big projects I may take on, the impact I'm going to have on my world, I sometimes feel pretty small and insignificant. What can I do? And considering where I am and the small things I'm involved in presently, doing something big and having a significant impact can seem pretty out of reach.

As I read this text, I am guessing that young Saul might have felt the same way. His dad has sent him out of the house to go look for the family's missing donkeys with a few of the servants. Some important assignment, huh? So Saul is out there wandering all over the countryside for several days on this dusty excursion. Was this all there was for him to do in life? Was he ever going to get to do something really important, or was he always going to be stuck with the mules?

But by God's purpose and design, Saul's unremarkable quest takes him to a town where Samuel the prophet/priest/judge happens to be making a special appearance. And the text explains:

Now the day before Saul came, the LORD had revealed this to Samuel: "About this time tomorrow I will send you a man from the land of Benjamin. Anoint him leader over my people Israel; he will deliver my people form the hand of the Philistines.... When Samuel caught sight of Saul, the LORD said to him, "This is the man I spoke to you about; he will govern my people." (v. 15-17)

How's that for an upgraded life-assignment? It goes to show, you never know what God might have in mind for you to do in the future! And he knows right where to find you and me when the timing is right. He found Saul out there in the middle of nowhere chasing runaway donkeys!

...Which leads me to the question: What if Saul had thought himself above searching for his dad's wandering livestock and refused? He might have missed out on the surprising appointment God had for him. That's a good reminder to me: Keep fulfilling whatever responsibilities you have now. Be faithful in the unremarkable things and God may choose to promote you to something more challenging and fulfilling later (See what Jesus said in Luke 19:17.)

God, I will trust you with my future. I want my life to mean something more than just keeping comfortable. I want to do great things for you! Thank you for reminding me not to overlook the small things. Amen.

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Friday, January 20, 2012

The Best Teacher

As we head into the weekend, it's a great time to get a word from God. Reading from 1 Samuel chapter 8, it's got me thinking about the importance of choices. My life is largely the sum total of my choices. Speaking of that, it would be a great choice to read the chapter yourself and ask the Holy Spirit to speak to you through it!

One thing that I love about you, God, is that you give us the awesome gift of freedom. Because you love us you allow us to choose. And as we make choices, we become participants with you in shaping the future! As I read this, I see you allowing your covenant people Israel to make their choice to appoint a king. You knew that a human king was not exactly in their best interest. After all, you were their King. And you alone know how to wield that level of power with complete integrity, justness and wisdom. And you warned your people where the path they wanted to take would lead. Yet you still allowed them to make their choice, even when they refused to listen and chose poorly. I love that about you, God.

I've got choices to make myself. I'm so thankful to have the freedom to choose! Yet I realize that I don't have the freedom to choose the consequences of my choices. As soon as I make a choice I become accountable for its repercussions. The statement that really sticks out to me as I contemplate this text is this:

When that day comes, you will cry out for relief from the king you have chosen, and the LORD will not answer you in that day. (v. 18)

Come to think of it, I can recall too many occasions on which I have begged for relief from the consequences of my own choices. It's funny how certain things, relationships, experiences that we want so badly can turn so nightmarish once attained. The verse of Scripture above sounds a little harsh, but what God is saying is simply that he will let us choose and he will also let us learn from the effects of our choices. It's not that God won't ever step in and help turn things back around for us, but it's generally not "in that day" that we first realize what a mistake we've made. God clearly knows the educational value of natural consequences. By experience, so do I.

As a dad, in spite of my protective instincts, I don't want to be in the habit of always jumping in and saving my kids from the natural consequences of their choices. They will learn a lot more from their mistakes than my lectures. And better that they learn that choices have consequences while they're young and the consequences aren't so severe and long-term as they will become in adulthood. As long as they aren't putting themselves or others in danger, there's nothing like the sting of their own mistakes to teach them not to repeat them. God, please give me, my kids and all of us wisdom to make the best choices!

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Wednesday, January 18, 2012

My Ebenezer

When I face the future with all of its uncertainty, I need to remember who has brought me this far. That's the word I'm hearing from God today. I bet you could use his encouragement, too! Read with me 1 Samuel chapter 7 (it's only 17 verses). Before you read, ask God to impress on your heart what he wants to communicate to you in this moment through this account of his actions in the past.

So here we have a brief but striking account of a great national victory that God gave to Israel over an enemy that had been oppressing and threatening them for well over twenty years. God used the natural forces of the weather to cause panic in the enemy ranks and precipitate a rout.

Then Samuel took a stone and set it up between Mizpah and Shen [two Israelite towns]. He named it Ebenezer, saying, "Thus far has the LORD helped us." (v. 12)

Right now, there's an old hymn going through my mind:

Here I raise my Ebenezer
Hither by thy help I've come
And I hope by thy good pleasure
Safely to arrive at home

Not long ago, we sang that hymn at a church where we've been attending. I couldn't help but wonder what percentage of the thousands who were there had any idea who Ebenezer even was (Scrooge?), much less why they were singing about picking him up! But this text is obviously where that line comes from. The Israelites consistently set up a stone or a pile of stones in places where they had experienced God's presence or deliverance. They did that as a reminder both to them and to the generations that would follow. Hmm. Not a bad idea.

Ebenezer was the name Samuel gave to this monument, meaning "stone of help." He explains that it stands as a symbol of the fact that, up to this point, God had been been with them and helped them mightily as they faced the threats and challenges before them. The implication, of course, was that they must not forget that God was willing and able to help them as they moved ahead into the future.

I have a stone the size of a small bag of flour sitting on a shelf in my office with this simple inscription written on it: Mission to Ukraine 1999. It's a reminder to me of a harrowing experience I had being arrested, interrogated and threatened at the border of Ukraine in the middle of the night as I was traveling in by train. Actually, it sits there as a testimony to remind me of how God delivered me out of one of the scariest moments of my life. I don't want to forget how he gave me courage and a supernatural peace to stand my ground, not to mention the sweet feeling of freedom when I walked out of there victorious.

God, as I step into an uncertain future full of major changes, I remember that it is you who has brought me safely this far in my life. You have been there to help me through every challenge and crisis of the past. Let me never forget each amazing experience of your deliverance. You have proven yourself faithful and powerful to provide what I needed even when times were the worst. You are my God and my help. I don't need to fear the future. Lead on. Amen.

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Tuesday, January 17, 2012

We Can't Fool God

Good morning! Are you ready to hear a word from God on this Tuesday? We are now in the 6th chapter of 1 Samuel. The story continues with the Phillistines trying to send the Ark of the Lord back to its own country. Read through this chapter and see what you hear God saying to you. This is Michele writing for you today. I am thrilled to be with you and share what I feel God is saying to my heart.

Then the Phillistines called in their priests and diviners and asked them, What should be do about the Ark of the Lord? Tell us how to return it to its own country."
"Send the Ark of the God of Isreal back with a gift, " they were told. "Send a guilt offering so the plague will stop. Then, if you are healed, you will know it was his hand that caused the plague."
"What sort of guilt offering should we send?" they asked.
And they were told, "Since the plague has struck both you and your five rulers, make five gold tumors and five gold rats, just like those that have ravaged your land. Make these things to show honor to the God of Isreal. Perhaps then he will stop afflicting you, your gods, and your land." 
(v. 2-5)

It seems as if guilt was driving this action. The Phillistines were feeling badly because they had captured the Ark and now wanted to take it back to where it belonged. Did the Phillistines really want to do what was right and return the Ark or did they have a different motive? It seems that everywhere the Ark was, disaster struck. Hmmm. Sounds like they were trying to protect themselves. Were they truly sorry for what they'd done or were they just trying to placate you, God? Trying to calm your anger against them so they wouldn't be punished for what they'd done? There have been times in my life when I've done something wrong and then tried to make it better by doing something extra for the person I've wronged. Many times because I'm genuinely sorry, but sometimes maybe not. I'm pretty sure we all have. So, the diviners thought that sending the Ark back with a gift might make you less angry, God.

But why rats and tumors? Are those the things that your law requires as guilt offerings? Not hardly! Again, the Phillistines were not giving you the honor that you deserve. They were not approaching you with reverence, they were making up their own ways to "pacify" you. I know I've been guilty, too, of coming to you flippantly and not giving you the respect and honor you deserve and demand. Sometimes, we only give you a portion of our worship and we lift up other things or people more than we do you.

Lord, I want to give you all of me.....my best. I want to approach you with reverence and honor. You are my savior, my rock and my fortress. Help me to remember all you've done for me and know that there's no life outside of you. I don't want to come into your presence frivolously. I pray this not only for myself, Lord, but for all of us who know and love you. Keep our minds focused on you and fill us with your Spirit as we go into this world and love with your love. Amen.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Toppling My Idols

It's a gorgeous day outside here! And it's Friday, so I hope you're ready for a great weekend! I love reading the accounts of how God interacted with people of the past. It helps me see a more complete picture of who he really is. So I hope you're enjoying this conversation with God through the text of 1 Samuel. Today, I invite you to read the twelve verses of chapter five with me as we continue the saga. Read it through at least a couple of times and ask God to show you what he wants you to understand about him.

The ark of the covenant that represented God's very presence had been stolen from Israel in a battle. Their enemy triumphantly placed it in the temple of their pagan god, Dagon. I love this story:

When the people of Ashdod arose early the next day, there was Dagon, fallen on his face on the ground before the ark of the LORD! They took Dagon and put him back in his place. But the following morning when they rose, there was Dagon, fallen on his face on the ground before the ark of the LORD!... (v. 3-4)

God had already proven that he would not be manipulated by his own people, and now he was showing this pagan nation that he wasn't their play thing either. They thought their own god was superior to Israel's.

This story can sound so out of touch with our own reality, but God is telling me that it's timeless. They weren't the only ones who ever had an idol that they thought superior to God. And they weren't the first or the last to stick God over in a corner in the shadow of their idol in the place where they worshipped it. God is impressing on me that our idols today are just as real, though they have a new, updated look. And we worship them, adore them and give them our devotion in the fully transportable temple of our hearts.

God, there is nothing that compares to you! All of the idols in my heart that I imagine are more important to my well-being and my enjoyment of life belong on their faces before you.

There's something ironically symbolic about this detail of Dagon's fall:

His head and hands had been broken off.... (v. 4)

I think that was God's way of saying, "Your idol is no god at all. It's headless and hand-less. It neither thinks of you nor knows anything, much less what is best for you. And it can't do anything to reach out a hand to you when you need it."

What a contrast to God, our Creator and Father! Four times in this short account, the text mentions "the LORD's hand" and the mighty ways that he displayed his power as he acted in people's lives and in a nation's history (v. 6, 7, 9, 11). God's hand can be heavy on people who fight against his good purposes for his world. But his hand is protective and providing and guiding and comforting to those who love and trust him. I hope that you do.

Lord, I put you at the top spot in my heart. Nothing will ever take your place there. You will never be a shadow dweller in my life. I'm so thankful that your mighty hand is lovingly upon me and that no one and nothing can snatch me away from you! Amen.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Good Luck Charm

Welcome! I hope your day is going well! It's playoffs time in the NFL and nobody is getting more attention than Tim Tebow. I like the guy. But does God help him win football games? And if so, will talking about God help a carpet cleaner with their career success? As we come for a conversation with God, I'm echoing what Samuel said in the text from yesterday's post: "Speak, Lord, your servant is listening." That's my prayer as I read today the 4th chapter of 1 Samuel.

...the elders of Israel asked, "Why did the LORD bring defeat upon us today before the Philistines? Let us bring the ark of the LORD's covenant from Shiloh, so that it may go with us and save us from the hand of our enemies." (v. 3)

Okay, I'm following their line of reasoning: We got our backsides kicked in battle. God didn't fight for us. Let's go bring the center of our religion, the sacred box that represents the very presence of God, and use it as our secret weapon! (Are you having flashbacks to Raiders of the Lost Ark?) But I'm wondering, did they seek God's guidance on this whole objective first? Was he really their God? Because it sounds like they were the ones calling the shots. God apparently thought so too:

. . . The slaughter was very great; Israel lost thirty thousand foot soldiers. The ark of God was captured, and Eli's two sons, Hophni and Phinehas, died. (v. 10-11)

Hophni and Phinehas were corrupt priests (chp. 2). God, I think I hear you saying that you don't intend to be used as a good luck charm by people who don't really submit their lives and plans to you. I can think of a time or two that I've charged in impulsively, expecting you to give me victory, and come away defeated. I remember a coworker of mine long ago who said that she felt better about having immoral sex with her boyfriend because they had started praying together before they did it. I'm pretty sure you weren't overly impressed or motivated by those prayers to give your blessing. And just because a religious group or a political party or even an athlete or a businessperson likes to wave the God flag a lot, I realize that all of that is meaningless and even offensive to you if the people doing it don't really have their hearts and agendas in line with yours.

I don't know if God is helping Tebow on the field. Maybe he does. But if so, it's likely because Tim is really a man whose life is surrendered to God and who wants to serve his greater purposes.

Lord, I agree that we're all a lot better off when we make it our goal to be used by you for your purposes rather than using you for our purposes. Forgive me for any times I may have done that. May my life and attitude always show that I am your servant rather than thinking that you are mine. Amen!

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

"Speak, Your Servant is Listening"

Happy Tuesday evening to all of you and thank you for being here with me. This is Michele and I'm excited to study the 3rd chapter of 1 Samuel with you this evening. It's a very short chapter and is one that I read more than once in order to hear what I think God is really trying to get across to me.

First of all, I find it to be pretty awesome that God chose to speak to Samuel audibly. I can't imagine what he must have been thinking when he actually heard the sound of God's voice! Was he scared? Was he in awe? Was he in disbelief? At first he didn't realize it was God.

"Suddenly, the LORD called out, "Samuel."
"Yes", Samuel replied. "What is it?" He got up and ran to Eli. "Here I am. Did you call me?"
"I didn't call you," Eli replied. "Go back to bed." So he did. (v. 4-5)

Then it happened again and Samuel did the exact same thing. He really thought it was Eli calling out to him. Then again. Eli realized the third time that it was you who wanted Samuel's attention. So Eli instructed Samuel as to how he should respond the next time.

...."Speak, LORD, your servant is listening." (v. 9)

And this is what God revealed to Samuel:

"I am going to carry out all my threats against Eli and his family, from beginning to end. I have warned him that judgment is coming upon his family forever, because his sons are blaspheming God and he hasn't disciplined them. So I have vowed that the sins of Eli and his sons will never be forgiven by sacrifices or offerings." (v. 12-14)

Oh, to audibly hear you speak to us is what we truly need right now. You know the trials we all face, the hard decisions that need to be made, the consequences that come with each potential decision. You know, Lord! Just as you disclosed your future plans for Eli to Samuel, we need you to show us what the future holds for ourselves and for the ones we love. If we choose this way, such and such may happen. But, if we choose another way then a different set of things may happen. Life can be so confusing!

I know for myself, there have been many times when I thought I heard you speaking to me but wasn't sure if it was really you (much like Samuel). Was it the voice of another person lingering in my head from an earlier conversation? Was I deceived by my own desires and thought I heard you confer? Help me to really hear what you have to say to me just like Samuel ultimately did. Give me the ability to be still long enough to hear from you. Guide me, Lord, because my desire is to do what honors you in my life and in the lives of those who I am responsible for. Help me to not neglect the ones who are most important to me like Eli did. Help me to make every decision based on your guidance and rule in my life. Silence the voice of the evil one and allow me to hear only from you. Amen.

...."Speak, your servant is listening." (v. 10)

Can you relate? Do you have the same struggle when you try to listen for God's voice? Please share if you do. I know I will be blessed with your comments! God bless you all!

Monday, January 9, 2012

Parent's Job One

Welcome to this moment to have a conversation with the God who made you and loves you! It's such an honor that he has revealed himself to us! Come with an open mind and a humble heart. Come with a desire to hear from him. Remember, he always speaks for our good. Today, I'm seeking him out in this part of Scripture: 1 Samuel 2:11-36. As I read this, I'm asking myself, "What do I learn about God here? What do I see of myself?"

Eli's sons were scoundrels; they had no regard for the LORD. (v. 12)

That's got to be the worst thing a parent could ever hear about their children. Of all the problems and struggles that my kids could possibly have as they grow up with health, academics, or the social scene, nothing would concern me more than if they had no regard for God. The reason for that is that I know through both Scripture and experience that God is the source of life and everything that makes it good. If I get one thing right as a parent, it's this--I want my children to respect, love and know God personally.

If that is going to happen, I have to be intentional about it. I can't afford to be hands-off about their spiritual nurturing. This isn't something I can leave up to them, like whether or not they want to take piano lessons or go out for the soccer team. I have to live out my faith before them, show them why it's so important and enable them to see how serving God makes their lives and the world around them better. It's up to me to make sure they learn the value and importance of spending time reading the Bible and praying. It's up to me to take them with me to serve God by involving ourselves in church ministries and finding my own serving opportunities.

If I don't inspire my kids with the goodness and priority of God, who will? I want them to understand that God is all about love, compassion, doing good, reaching out a hand to break down barriers and make others' lives better. It's so important that they understand that God isn't some distant figurehead of a religion I mentally subscribe to, but the real center of my life, the one who is totally trustworthy and amazingly accessible, the living King of the universe who is breathtakingly beautiful, fiercely loving, powerfully creative and holy. I want them to know that he is for them, not against them. But I also want them to realize that if they turn from God and snub his love or disregard his instruction, it won't be pretty.

And the boy Samuel continued to grow in stature and in favor with the LORD and with people. (v. 25-26)

I know I can't force my kids to love God. But I am the number one person in their lives that can lead them that direction. Even when they're resistant and go through their periods of teenage doubt, I can't ever give up this most crucial parental responsibility. It's hard sometimes to know how best to do that, but with God's help and wisdom I will continue to both show them and tell them the difference he makes. And I can pray for them and pray with them and point out God's goodness at everything opportunity.

God help me to raise my kids to experience your favor throughout their lives. I am so thankful that I have your help and your grace at all times! Amen.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Large and In Charge

As 2012 nears the end of its first week, I wish you all of God's favor and blessing! What are your hopes and dreams for this coming year? Is there something that you're eagerly awaiting like Michele described in yesterday's excellent posting? Or do you feel like you're more or less treading water into 2012, just trying to survive? I hope that the new year is more to you than just flipping a page on the calendar. Opportunity is waiting in the wings. What are we going to make of this year? What does God want to do with us?

Let's listen for his voice for guidance or inspiration or encouragement or even correction, whatever it may be that we're needing most to align ourselves for his blessing in this year. Read with me from 1 Samuel 1:19 through 2:10. Let every phrase of Hannah's prayer resonate in your heart.

The first thing in this passage that jumps out at me is 1:27:

I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him.

It catches my attention because it is the caption beneath a picture of our first baby, Lori. It so perfectly expressed our own experience of waiting on God and experiencing his amazing touch (see yesterday's post and the comment afterwards). We knew what we wanted. And we learned to truly trust God for it. As I'm heading into this year, I know what I generally want and need, but I don't have a clear vision yet. I am asking you, God, to help me know what precisely to go after that will please you. Then I will trust you to bring it about.

The foundations of the earth are the LORD'S;
upon them he has set the world.
He will guard the feet of his saints,
but the wicked will be silenced in darkness. (v. 8-9)

God is reminding me of his sovereign rule over his world. Washington's not in charge. The banks aren't in control. Big Money isn't even running the world. God is. Isn't that a hopeful reality? And the preceding verses emphasize how that God brings turnarounds in people's lives. He is the one who reverses people's fortunes as he wills. Personally, I'm needing a job--more than that, a calling--and he owns every company and directs every church. He's encouraging me to trust his ability to provide just what I need and to stay faithful and loyal to him. Whatever you're needing, he's large and in charge.

God tells me he is guarding my path, and yours. I don't take a single step without him. I can be confident. But it's not the kind of cocky self-confidence that people who don't know God have. It's a confidence in who God is and what he can do for me, in me and through me for his glory.

God, please let your favor rest on me and my family and on all who love you. I trust you with me.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Waiting on God

Happy New Year to you all! I hope this year brings lots of blessings and a new hope to your life. I, Michele, am happy to be with you tonight. We will begin our reading in 1 Samuel. Please take the time to read verses 1-18. I'm excited to dive into this portion of scripture to see what God has to say to me...and to you!

There is so much to take from these first 18 verses, but what I hear you saying most, God, is this:

Elkanah had two wives, Hannah and Peninnah. Peninnah had children, but Hannah did not. Year after year it was the same - Peniannah would taunt Hannah as they went to the Tabernacle. Each time, Hannah would be reduced to tears and would not even eat.  Hannah was in deep anguish, crying bitterly as she prayed to the Lord....if you will look upon my sorrow and answer my prayer and give me a son.... (v. 2, 7, 10, 11)

Everyone in your creation has something that they are waiting for, something that they feel would complete their lives or at least make them feel like a person with purpose. Whether it's a child, a spouse, or maybe a cure from a disease. A dream and a prayer that they've lifted up to you over and over again and continue to wait for you to deliver. It's so hard to face each new day when there is something so significant missing from our lives. We see others who have what it is we are missing and they seem to take it for granted. There are people in this world who aren't compassionate to the yearnings of others and sometimes taunt those who have to go without, paying no care to the anguish that's being suffered. Others can be so cruel at times.

When I read this passage, Lord, I can't help but think of my own life. I know I've lifted the same prayer up to you year after year and have many times wondered if you were listening to me as I desperately cried out to you. I've wondered if you'll ever answer or if you'd forgotten me. Do you care at all? I know I'm not alone. I've heard the same story over and over again. Different situation, but same plea for an answer.

So, this is how this portion of scripture ends:

....Then she went back and began to eat again, and she was no longer sad. (v. 18)

As we plead to you, there is a sense of peace. Not always, but for the most part I truly knew that you heard me and would grant my prayer someday. I always told myself that I would rather go without what I want than to have what I want without your blessing. Waiting on the you, Lord, really does pay off!

And so I waited......and you answered my prayer in the most perfect way! Thank you, Lord!

Please, share your story about how God has answered your prayers. Or, share the struggles you've had as you wait. We would love to hear from you!